Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Pause





               I tucked each kid in, and sat by their bed with questions about their fears, their hopes for                  tomorrow as they start their first day of 2nd, 4th and oh-my-gosh, middle school - 6th grade.                Everyone says it, I know, but I really can't believe how quickly it all went.  I blinked.  The                  summer was gone.

          And while I mourn summer.  I never expected my 9-year-old to feel the same.  She told me                 while I sat on the side of her bed, "It just went so quick, mom.  I feel like we didn't                                even get summer.  And like last Christmas, it's like it just passed by."

          I know not every child feels the ache of their childhood rushing by, but this one does. She has             an old soul.  And it  breaks me a bit that her days are already so rushed, so filled, so strewn                 with things to do that she hasn't had a chance to be downright bored.  Just bored with being a                kid. Dreaming of those days when she's older.

          Which is why when I read this placard, I got a bit misty and sat down to write.  I want to                      breathe and notice,  to study their faces and pay attention.   I want to hit pause.

           I know we all do. So can we do this together?  Can we all agree to slow down a bit - with the              plans, with the must-do's?  Then maybe we can learn what it is to be bored, in a most                            wonderful way.

           I'm ready.

           Pause.